1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:06,501 --> 00:01:08,503 MAYBE I'M NOT BEING CLEAR ENOUGH. 4 00:01:11,158 --> 00:01:13,160 MAYBE I NEED TO BE HONEST WITH YOU 5 00:01:13,203 --> 00:01:14,857 AND TELL YOU WHAT I WANT. 6 00:01:16,859 --> 00:01:18,513 Woman: WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT? 7 00:01:21,168 --> 00:01:24,867 I WANT YOUR SOUL TO OPEN UP FOR ME. 8 00:01:42,363 --> 00:01:44,887 Man: FRUSTRATION OR UNHAPPINESS 9 00:01:44,930 --> 00:01:48,020 ARE CAUSED BY THE UNREALIZED POTENTIAL IN A PERSON. 10 00:01:48,064 --> 00:01:51,937 SERENIC HEDONISM SUPPORTED IMMEDIATE GRATIFICATION. 11 00:01:51,981 --> 00:01:54,505 EVEN FLEETING DESIRES WERE ENCOURAGED 12 00:01:54,549 --> 00:01:58,727 REGARDLESS OF THE PAIN OR EXPENSE TO OTHERS. 13 00:02:09,303 --> 00:02:11,435 Student: CAN I BUM A CIGARETTE? 14 00:02:11,479 --> 00:02:13,307 YEAH. 15 00:02:28,496 --> 00:02:30,933 Student: I DON'T SEE YOU AT ANY OF THE OTHER PHILOSOPHY LECTURES. 16 00:02:30,976 --> 00:02:35,067 ETHICS FULFILLS ONE OF MY REQUIREMENTS. I'M ACTUALLY A FILM MAJOR. 17 00:02:36,808 --> 00:02:40,160 ARE YOU THE REAL DEAL OR SOMEONE WHO THINKS HE'S THE NEXT SCORSESE 18 00:02:40,203 --> 00:02:41,987 BECAUSE HE SPENT HIS FRIDAY NIGHTS AT THE MULTIPLEX 19 00:02:42,031 --> 00:02:44,990 - INSTEAD OF GETTING LAID? - [ chuckles ] 20 00:02:45,034 --> 00:02:46,601 I'M DEFINITELY NOT THE NEXT SCORSESE. 21 00:02:46,644 --> 00:02:49,386 AND I WASN'T GETTING LAID ON FRIDAY NIGHTS 22 00:02:49,430 --> 00:02:53,260 FOR REASONS FAR MORE HUMILIATING THAN BEING AT THE MOVIES. 23 00:02:56,393 --> 00:02:59,396 - QUAID. - STEPHEN GRACE. 24 00:03:03,531 --> 00:03:05,968 - HEY. - HEY. 25 00:03:06,969 --> 00:03:08,753 - HEY, GIRL. - [ caws ] 26 00:03:13,280 --> 00:03:15,499 - [ register keys beeping ] - [ quiet conversation ] 27 00:03:15,543 --> 00:03:18,110 Quaid: THE PHILOSOPHY MAJOR HERE IS SHIT ANYWAYS. 28 00:03:18,154 --> 00:03:20,417 WHAT WE SHOULD BE DOING IS FLIRTING WITH THE SUBJECT 29 00:03:20,461 --> 00:03:22,941 OF ANY WORTHWHILE PHILOSOPHY-- 30 00:03:22,985 --> 00:03:24,247 YOU KNOW, THE THINGS WE DON'T UNDERSTAND, 31 00:03:24,291 --> 00:03:25,857 THE THINGS WE FEAR. 32 00:03:25,901 --> 00:03:28,469 'CAUSE IF WE DON'T, THEN WE RISK-- 33 00:03:28,512 --> 00:03:31,863 WHAT'S IT MATTER? 34 00:03:31,907 --> 00:03:33,648 WE RISK WHAT? 35 00:03:33,691 --> 00:03:36,999 IF YOU DON'T GO OUT AND FIND THE BEAST, 36 00:03:37,042 --> 00:03:40,785 SOONER OR LATER THE BEAST WILL COME AND FIND YOU. 37 00:03:40,829 --> 00:03:45,355 WELL, I REALLY DON'T THINK I HAVE FEARS THAT JUSTIFY 38 00:03:45,399 --> 00:03:48,358 - A TWO-HOUR LECTURE. - NO? 39 00:03:48,402 --> 00:03:51,013 WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT'S EVER HAPPENED TO YOU? 40 00:04:05,332 --> 00:04:07,334 MY BROTHER-- MY OLDER BROTHER, 41 00:04:07,377 --> 00:04:10,380 HE-- HE DIED WHEN I WAS 15. 42 00:04:12,513 --> 00:04:14,254 HOW DID HE-- HOW DID HE DIE? 43 00:04:14,297 --> 00:04:15,733 A CAR ACCIDENT. 44 00:04:15,777 --> 00:04:18,606 UH, HE WAS DRUNK. 45 00:04:21,739 --> 00:04:27,397 LOSING AN OLDER SIBLING MUST HAVE GIVEN YOUR LIFE A SENSE OF FRAILTY. 46 00:04:29,530 --> 00:04:31,532 COME ON. 47 00:04:31,575 --> 00:04:33,403 NO FEAR OF YOUR OWN MORTALITY? 48 00:04:33,447 --> 00:04:35,405 NO, IT'S NOT FEAR. 49 00:04:35,449 --> 00:04:38,495 IT WAS ANGER AND IT WAS SADNESS, 50 00:04:38,539 --> 00:04:41,324 BUT NOT FEAR. FEAR WOULD'VE BEEN 51 00:04:41,368 --> 00:04:43,283 SELFISH. 52 00:04:43,326 --> 00:04:45,328 I'M TELLING YOU, 53 00:04:45,372 --> 00:04:48,592 UM, I LEAD A PRETTY DULL LIFE. 54 00:04:48,636 --> 00:04:53,423 FEAR DOESN'T CROSS MY PATH VERY OFTEN. 55 00:04:53,467 --> 00:04:56,339 OKAY, I'LL DROP IT. 56 00:04:56,383 --> 00:04:58,428 THANK YOU. 57 00:04:58,472 --> 00:05:01,344 - [ watch beeps ] - OH. 58 00:05:01,388 --> 00:05:03,085 THAT'S ME MISSING MY TRAIN. 59 00:05:03,128 --> 00:05:06,958 THAT'S LIKE THE 10th TIME THAT ALARM'S GONE OFF SINCE I'VE MET YOU. 60 00:05:07,002 --> 00:05:08,569 I'M JUST BEING PRACTICAL. 61 00:05:08,612 --> 00:05:10,092 MAYBE YOU'RE AFRAID TO LIVE. 62 00:05:24,759 --> 00:05:28,545 [ woman's voice murmuring ] 63 00:05:37,859 --> 00:05:40,296 HEY, WAKE UP, HONEY. WE'RE HOME. 64 00:05:40,340 --> 00:05:42,298 YOU TIRED, BABY? 65 00:05:42,342 --> 00:05:45,388 WHAT STORYBOOK DO YOU WANT TONIGHT? 66 00:06:03,363 --> 00:06:05,887 CAN I HELP YOU? 67 00:06:05,930 --> 00:06:08,237 I WAS IN AN ACCIDENT. 68 00:06:08,280 --> 00:06:10,413 I NEED TO USE YOUR PHONE. 69 00:06:10,457 --> 00:06:13,634 I'M SORRY. MY PHONE'S NOT WORKING. 70 00:06:13,677 --> 00:06:15,331 YOU'LL HAVE TO GO SOMEWHERE ELSE. 71 00:06:21,206 --> 00:06:24,601 SARAH! SARAH, GET OUT OF THE HOUSE! 72 00:06:26,168 --> 00:06:27,778 [ Sarah screams ] 73 00:06:27,822 --> 00:06:30,302 OH, PLEASE! 74 00:06:30,346 --> 00:06:32,609 [ screams ] 75 00:06:49,365 --> 00:06:51,193 [ killer panting ] 76 00:06:53,151 --> 00:06:54,457 [ gasps ] 77 00:06:59,593 --> 00:07:03,423 [ axe head scrapes, thudding ] 78 00:07:21,005 --> 00:07:24,095 [ softly ] MAMA. 79 00:07:26,707 --> 00:07:28,752 THIS IS YOUR MOTHER... 80 00:07:31,712 --> 00:07:33,714 YOUR FATHER. 81 00:07:52,559 --> 00:07:54,648 [ students chattering ] 82 00:07:56,737 --> 00:07:59,696 - HEY. - HEY. 83 00:07:59,740 --> 00:08:02,177 I DIDN'T SLEEP WELL. 84 00:08:02,220 --> 00:08:04,571 CALCULUS OR ETHICS? 85 00:08:04,614 --> 00:08:07,791 UH, I WENT OUT. 86 00:08:09,532 --> 00:08:10,620 YOU DON'T GO OUT WHEN I ASK. 87 00:08:10,664 --> 00:08:12,230 I DIDN'T PLAN IT. 88 00:08:12,274 --> 00:08:15,669 IT JUST-- JUST KIND OF HAPPENED. 89 00:08:23,764 --> 00:08:25,243 STEPHEN? 90 00:08:25,287 --> 00:08:27,855 THERE'S A POLICE OFFICER HERE. 91 00:08:27,898 --> 00:08:32,207 HE ASKED ME IF I KNEW WHERE YOU WERE LAST NIGHT. 92 00:08:38,300 --> 00:08:39,997 - [ mimics gunshot ] - [ chuckles ] 93 00:08:41,564 --> 00:08:43,566 SO MUCH FOR THE GOLDEN FUTURE, SON. 94 00:08:43,610 --> 00:08:46,787 THAT'S FUNNY. 95 00:08:46,830 --> 00:08:49,180 WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 96 00:08:49,224 --> 00:08:50,617 I WANT YOU TO COME BY MY PLACE TONIGHT. 97 00:08:50,660 --> 00:08:52,662 - IS THAT EVERYTHING? - Man: YEAH. 98 00:08:52,706 --> 00:08:55,578 - FOR WHAT? - I WANT TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT SOMETHING. 99 00:08:55,622 --> 00:08:56,971 A PROPOSITION. 100 00:08:57,014 --> 00:08:59,539 WHY DON'T YOU JUST TELL ME NOW? 101 00:08:59,582 --> 00:09:01,584 I CAN'T. I'VE GOT TO GO. 102 00:09:01,628 --> 00:09:03,107 COME AFTER WORK. 103 00:09:03,151 --> 00:09:06,328 64 PILGRIM STREET. 104 00:09:06,371 --> 00:09:07,634 [ marker scratches ] 105 00:09:07,677 --> 00:09:10,332 Man: THANKS. 106 00:09:10,375 --> 00:09:12,552 NICE TO MEET YOU. 107 00:09:12,595 --> 00:09:14,684 COOL BIRTHMARK, BY THE WAY. 108 00:09:33,442 --> 00:09:35,662 [ "Into You" by A Whisper in the Noise playing faintly ] 109 00:09:41,102 --> 00:09:43,757 [ creaks ] 110 00:09:58,119 --> 00:10:00,121 [ music volume increases ] 111 00:10:37,637 --> 00:10:39,334 THAT'S IT FOR TONIGHT. 112 00:10:40,335 --> 00:10:41,902 [ music clicks off ] 113 00:11:01,399 --> 00:11:04,272 IT'S GOOD. 114 00:11:04,315 --> 00:11:06,274 THE PAINTING, IT'S A HOBBY. 115 00:11:08,058 --> 00:11:10,757 - YOU HAVE ANY OTHERS? - NO. 116 00:11:10,800 --> 00:11:13,237 I TRASH 'EM WHEN I'M DONE. 117 00:11:13,281 --> 00:11:16,806 CAN'T STAND ALL THESE EYES STARING AT ME. 118 00:11:16,850 --> 00:11:18,547 LET ME CHANGE. 119 00:11:24,640 --> 00:11:26,642 [ water flowing ] 120 00:11:29,906 --> 00:11:32,996 SO, UH-- SO I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT SOMETHING. 121 00:11:34,258 --> 00:11:35,912 YOU'VE HEARD OF KINSEY, RIGHT? 122 00:11:35,956 --> 00:11:38,480 YEAH. 123 00:11:38,523 --> 00:11:41,701 THE GUY WHO DID THE SEX STUDIES? 124 00:11:41,744 --> 00:11:43,703 YEAH. WHAT IF WE DID A FEAR STUDY-- 125 00:11:43,746 --> 00:11:46,706 COMPILE A SURVEY ON PEOPLE'S FEARS AND WHAT CAUSES THEM? 126 00:11:46,749 --> 00:11:48,751 YOU HAVE ACCESS TO EQUIPMENT 127 00:11:48,795 --> 00:11:51,014 THROUGH THE FILM PROGRAM, RIGHT? 128 00:11:51,058 --> 00:11:53,887 AND YOU NEED A PROJECT FOR YOUR THESIS. 129 00:11:53,930 --> 00:11:55,453 YEAH. 130 00:11:55,497 --> 00:11:57,542 CALL IT AN EXPERIMENT IN CATHARSIS. 131 00:11:57,586 --> 00:12:00,023 TO LIVE ANOTHER'S DREAD VICARIOUSLY, 132 00:12:00,067 --> 00:12:03,984 THAT'S THE SAFEST WAY TO TOUCH THE BEAST. 133 00:12:04,027 --> 00:12:06,160 YEAH, SEE, I-- 134 00:12:06,203 --> 00:12:08,858 I DON'T THINK I REALLY WANT TO TOUCH THE BEAST 135 00:12:08,902 --> 00:12:10,817 THAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. 136 00:12:10,860 --> 00:12:12,949 OH, WELL, THEN LET'S JUST DO IT 137 00:12:12,993 --> 00:12:15,299 BECAUSE IT WOULD BE FUCKING FUN 138 00:12:15,343 --> 00:12:17,649 TO DO SOMETHING WORTHWHILE. 139 00:12:17,693 --> 00:12:20,696 WELL, SINCE YOU PUT IT THAT WAY... 140 00:12:23,394 --> 00:12:25,657 YEAH, THAT SUMMER MY BROTHER DIED, 141 00:12:25,701 --> 00:12:28,530 UH, HE BOUGHT THIS OLD BEATER OF A CAR. 142 00:12:28,573 --> 00:12:30,575 IT WAS REALLY COOL, THOUGH. 143 00:12:30,619 --> 00:12:36,930 IT WAS A 1965 EYESHADOW-BLUE MUSTANG. 144 00:12:36,973 --> 00:12:39,759 WE DROVE AROUND ALL SUMMER IN THAT THING. 145 00:12:44,328 --> 00:12:46,243 I DIDN'T WANT TO ADMIT IT THAT NIGHT, 146 00:12:46,287 --> 00:12:47,810 BUT YOU WERE RIGHT. 147 00:12:50,987 --> 00:12:52,772 WHEN MY BROTHER DIED, 148 00:12:52,815 --> 00:12:54,599 THE FIRST THOUGHT THAT CAME TO MIND 149 00:12:54,643 --> 00:12:56,732 WAS THAT I COULD'VE EASILY BEEN IN THE CAR WITH HIM... 150 00:13:02,999 --> 00:13:08,439 THAT AT 15, I COULD'VE DIED. 151 00:13:12,966 --> 00:13:14,837 SO YOU'RE IN. 152 00:13:14,881 --> 00:13:16,360 YEAH. 153 00:13:16,404 --> 00:13:18,493 I'M IN. 154 00:13:18,536 --> 00:13:20,800 GOOD. 155 00:13:20,843 --> 00:13:24,542 - WELL, LET'S CELEBRATE. - [ rock music playing ] 156 00:13:24,586 --> 00:13:27,415 - HEY, THIS IS SAMANTHA. - HI. 157 00:13:27,458 --> 00:13:30,157 - AND THIS IS ZOOEY, RIGHT? - YEAH. 158 00:13:31,462 --> 00:13:33,073 THAT'S A REALLY COOL NAME. 159 00:13:33,116 --> 00:13:35,075 - HAVE YOU EVER SEEN THE FILM "KILLING ZOE"? - WHAT? 160 00:13:35,118 --> 00:13:38,992 I SAID, "I LIKE YOUR NAME." 161 00:13:39,035 --> 00:13:41,037 [ woman moaning ] 162 00:13:57,140 --> 00:13:58,707 [ continues moaning ] 163 00:14:45,928 --> 00:14:47,364 YOU SHIT. 164 00:14:48,670 --> 00:14:51,107 DON'T WE USE COMPUTERS FOR THAT NOW? 165 00:14:51,151 --> 00:14:53,153 DON'T YOU KNOW ONLY PRICKS AND TERRORISTS 166 00:14:53,196 --> 00:14:55,111 WEAR SUNGLASSES INDOORS? 167 00:15:00,421 --> 00:15:04,512 SO I NEED AN, UH, EDITOR 168 00:15:04,555 --> 00:15:06,296 FOR MY THESIS. 169 00:15:06,340 --> 00:15:08,168 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT PARTNERING? 170 00:15:08,211 --> 00:15:10,039 WHAT WOULD BE THE TOPIC? 171 00:15:10,083 --> 00:15:12,694 DREAD. 172 00:15:14,174 --> 00:15:16,219 WE'RE GOING TO CHASE THE BEAST, 173 00:15:16,263 --> 00:15:19,135 DISCOVER THE ORIGINS OF PEOPLE'S DEEPEST FEARS. 174 00:15:21,007 --> 00:15:23,705 REVEAL THE DARK BEHIND THE DOOR? 175 00:15:27,230 --> 00:15:28,449 OKAY, I'M IN. 176 00:15:29,972 --> 00:15:31,974 ♪ I CAN 177 00:15:32,018 --> 00:15:33,976 ♪ TELL IT'S 178 00:15:34,020 --> 00:15:36,109 ♪ SUMMER 179 00:15:36,152 --> 00:15:39,242 ♪ FROM THE 180 00:15:39,286 --> 00:15:42,115 ♪ SIZE OF 181 00:15:42,158 --> 00:15:44,030 ♪ THE BUGS THAT FLY 182 00:15:44,073 --> 00:15:46,641 ♪ THROUGH THE WINDOW 183 00:15:46,684 --> 00:15:49,122 ♪ FLYIN' THROUGH MY WINDOW ♪ 184 00:15:49,165 --> 00:15:51,428 ♪ RUSTED WHEEL 185 00:15:51,472 --> 00:15:54,127 ♪ LAYING THERE STILL. 186 00:15:54,170 --> 00:15:56,129 HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU HAD YOUR FIRST NIGHTMARE? 187 00:15:56,172 --> 00:15:59,088 THE FIRST NIGHTMARE I REALLY REMEMBER... 188 00:15:59,132 --> 00:16:01,134 I HATE MOISTURE. 189 00:16:01,177 --> 00:16:03,049 THE WORST IS WHEN YOU SPILL A DRINK 190 00:16:03,092 --> 00:16:08,054 AND YOUR NAPKIN GETS ALL WET LIKE A FLESHY MASS. 191 00:16:08,097 --> 00:16:10,317 - HAVE YOU EVER BEEN MUGGED? - DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE DEVIL? 192 00:16:10,360 --> 00:16:12,319 HAVE YOU EVER BEEN HARMED BY A FAMILY MEMBER? 193 00:16:12,362 --> 00:16:13,929 HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A PERSON DIE? 194 00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:16,410 WHAT'S YOUR STRONGEST MEMORY OF FEELING FEAR? 195 00:16:23,721 --> 00:16:27,073 AT FIRST, IT STARTED LIKE A FUNGUS... 196 00:16:27,116 --> 00:16:28,552 I DON'T BELIEVE IN ANYTHING. 197 00:16:28,596 --> 00:16:31,251 ...BUT THEN THERE WAS THIS DISCHARGE. 198 00:16:31,294 --> 00:16:33,688 GOD IS MAN AND MAN THINKS HE'S GOD. 199 00:16:33,731 --> 00:16:35,733 Woman: WHEN MY BABY SISTER WAS BORN, 200 00:16:35,777 --> 00:16:38,736 MY MOTHER'S VAGINA RIPPED LIKE THREE INCHES. 201 00:16:38,780 --> 00:16:41,739 THEY HAD TO SEW HER UP WITH FRIGGIN' TWINE. 202 00:16:41,783 --> 00:16:44,525 I WAS 10. ON THAT DAY, 203 00:16:44,568 --> 00:16:47,397 I VOWED TO NEVER HAVE KIDS. 204 00:16:48,442 --> 00:16:49,486 COULD WE STOP? 205 00:16:50,487 --> 00:16:51,836 IT TURNED OUT THERE WAS A WORM 206 00:16:51,880 --> 00:16:53,838 THAT HAD CRAWLED UP THERE 207 00:16:53,882 --> 00:16:55,884 WHEN I WAS SWIMMING IN THE LAKE 208 00:16:55,927 --> 00:16:57,929 BY MY GRANDPARENTS' HOUSE 209 00:16:57,973 --> 00:17:02,195 AND MY PUBES, THEY STARTED TO GROW THIS CHEESE. 210 00:17:02,238 --> 00:17:05,198 [ watch beeps ] 211 00:17:05,241 --> 00:17:08,549 I THINK WE HAVE EVERYTHING WE NEED. 212 00:17:14,294 --> 00:17:17,166 YOU KNOW WE'VE HAD FIVE CLASSES TOGETHER-- 213 00:17:17,210 --> 00:17:19,386 FIVE-- 214 00:17:19,429 --> 00:17:21,823 AND THIS IS THE FIRST MEAL WE'VE EVER SHARED. 215 00:17:21,866 --> 00:17:24,347 WELL, THAT'S NOT REALLY A MEAL. 216 00:17:24,391 --> 00:17:26,436 THAT'S MORE LIKE A BOTANICAL GARDEN. 217 00:17:26,480 --> 00:17:29,831 I'M SORRY IF I OFFEND YOU WITH MY ROUGHAGE, 218 00:17:29,874 --> 00:17:32,181 MR. TRIPLE BYPASS. 219 00:17:32,225 --> 00:17:34,314 MMM. MMN, IT'S SO GOOD. 220 00:17:34,357 --> 00:17:36,316 I JUST DON'T LIKE MEAT. 221 00:17:38,144 --> 00:17:40,233 - [ mumbles ] - HMM? 222 00:17:40,276 --> 00:17:42,278 - YOUR BURGER-- MMM-- - HMM? 223 00:17:42,322 --> 00:17:44,672 --MAKES ME WANT TO VOMIT. 224 00:17:46,543 --> 00:17:48,893 GROSS. WELL, THAT'S LOVELY. 225 00:17:48,937 --> 00:17:51,374 - MMM. - FIRST MEAL. 226 00:17:51,418 --> 00:17:53,333 TWO YEARS. 227 00:17:59,339 --> 00:18:01,341 AND TO BE HONEST, YOU'RE PROBABLY, UM, 228 00:18:01,384 --> 00:18:04,039 ONE OF THE PEOPLE I TALK TO THE MOST. 229 00:18:06,259 --> 00:18:08,739 WOW. YOU'RE SUCH A LOSER. 230 00:18:19,141 --> 00:18:21,274 WHAT'S UP? 231 00:18:21,317 --> 00:18:23,058 IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH. 232 00:18:23,102 --> 00:18:27,018 - IT'S A START. - "I'M SCARED OF SPIDERS"? 233 00:18:27,062 --> 00:18:29,412 "I'M SCARED OF CLOWNS"? "I'M SCARED OF MICKEY FUCKING MOUSE"? 234 00:18:29,456 --> 00:18:30,892 - WHO CARES? - RELAX. 235 00:18:30,935 --> 00:18:35,244 [ watch beeps ] 236 00:18:35,288 --> 00:18:37,333 DO YOU SET THAT THING TO TELL YOU WHEN TO TAKE A SHIT? 237 00:18:37,377 --> 00:18:38,987 [ chortles ] 238 00:18:39,030 --> 00:18:40,771 GIVE ME THE FUCKING THING. 239 00:18:40,815 --> 00:18:43,034 UH, NO. 240 00:18:43,078 --> 00:18:46,342 GIVE ME THE FUCKIN' WATCH, STEPHEN. 241 00:18:48,910 --> 00:18:50,346 - I'M NOT-- - GIVE ME THE WATCH. 242 00:18:50,390 --> 00:18:53,349 - [ clamoring ] - GUYS GUYS. YOU TWO, COME ON. 243 00:18:57,092 --> 00:18:59,834 - [ clatters ] - [ crunches ] 244 00:18:59,877 --> 00:19:01,488 YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE. 245 00:19:02,489 --> 00:19:04,273 - YEAH? - STOP! 246 00:19:07,668 --> 00:19:09,452 INTERVIEW ME. 247 00:19:13,195 --> 00:19:14,501 WHAT? 248 00:19:16,329 --> 00:19:18,113 I WANT TO SIT. 249 00:19:25,425 --> 00:19:28,602 I GREW UP IN A SMALL TOWN IN UPSTATE NEW YORK. 250 00:19:28,645 --> 00:19:31,909 MY MOM WORKED AT THE LOCAL SUPERMARKET. 251 00:19:31,953 --> 00:19:33,998 AND MY DAD-- 252 00:19:36,262 --> 00:19:39,917 MY DAD WORKED AT THE-- AT A MEAT-PACKING PLANT 253 00:19:39,961 --> 00:19:42,006 ABOUT 20 MILES OUTSIDE OF TOWN. 254 00:19:44,879 --> 00:19:46,837 HE'D SLAUGHTER CATTLE THERE 255 00:19:46,881 --> 00:19:49,884 AND SUPPLY OUR MARKETS 256 00:19:49,927 --> 00:19:53,322 WITH CORN-FED ORGANIC BEEF. 257 00:19:54,454 --> 00:19:56,456 AND HE'D WORK LATE. 258 00:19:56,499 --> 00:19:59,285 BY THE TIME HE'D GET HOME, 259 00:19:59,328 --> 00:20:02,331 MY MOM WOULD ALWAYS BE ASLEEP. 260 00:20:02,375 --> 00:20:05,334 I'D LAY THERE ON MY PILLOW 261 00:20:05,378 --> 00:20:08,990 AND... 262 00:20:09,033 --> 00:20:12,559 LISTEN TO THE SOUND OF HIS BOOTS 263 00:20:12,602 --> 00:20:14,430 WALK TO MY BEDROOM DOOR. 264 00:20:17,346 --> 00:20:19,957 I DON'T KNOW IF MY... 265 00:20:20,001 --> 00:20:23,265 MOTHER JUST PRETENDED NOT TO KNOW WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON 266 00:20:23,309 --> 00:20:27,356 OR IF SHE WAS JUST TOO WEAK-- 267 00:20:27,400 --> 00:20:29,053 YOU DON'T-- YOU DON'T NEED TO DO THIS. 268 00:20:30,533 --> 00:20:34,320 --BUT, UM, 269 00:20:34,363 --> 00:20:36,670 WHAT I REMEMBER MOST ABOUT IT 270 00:20:36,713 --> 00:20:40,543 WAS THE WAY-- 271 00:20:40,587 --> 00:20:43,764 THE WAY HIS FLESH SMELLED 272 00:20:43,807 --> 00:20:45,853 WHEN HE'D COME HOME FROM WORK-- THIS... 273 00:20:45,896 --> 00:20:50,684 HEAVY METALLIC SMELL 274 00:20:50,727 --> 00:20:53,339 THAT WOULD FOLLOW HIM HOME FROM THE PLANT, 275 00:20:53,382 --> 00:20:55,602 LIKE... 276 00:20:59,214 --> 00:21:00,998 WARM BLOOD ON THE GRASS... 277 00:21:04,785 --> 00:21:07,178 COLD FAT IN THE FREEZERS. 278 00:21:11,531 --> 00:21:14,708 UM... 279 00:21:14,751 --> 00:21:17,058 I CAN HARDLY STAND TO LOOK AT A PIECE OF MEAT NOW... 280 00:21:18,364 --> 00:21:20,148 LET ALONE THINK ABOUT EATING IT. 281 00:21:22,846 --> 00:21:24,413 [ clears throat ] 282 00:21:24,457 --> 00:21:26,372 LOOKS LIKE I'LL BE TAKING IRON SUPPLEMENTS 283 00:21:26,415 --> 00:21:27,938 FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, HUH? 284 00:21:30,071 --> 00:21:31,464 THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT-- 285 00:21:31,507 --> 00:21:33,814 SOME FUCKIN' HONEST-TO-GOD TRAUMA. 286 00:21:33,857 --> 00:21:36,120 [ scoffs ] 287 00:21:41,430 --> 00:21:43,432 Yeah. 288 00:21:43,476 --> 00:21:46,435 I showed you mine, now you show me yours. 289 00:21:48,176 --> 00:21:50,961 COME ON, QUAID, HOW'D YOUR PARENTS FUCK YOU UP? 290 00:21:56,532 --> 00:22:00,231 Um, stop. 291 00:22:58,855 --> 00:23:02,424 HEY, UM, I'M GONNA STAY THE NIGHT. 292 00:23:02,468 --> 00:23:03,991 I'VE ALREADY MISSED THE LAST TRAIN. 293 00:23:13,783 --> 00:23:15,568 [ dull thud ] 294 00:23:25,665 --> 00:23:27,710 [ dull thud ] 295 00:23:54,433 --> 00:23:56,696 [ door creaks ] 296 00:24:01,222 --> 00:24:02,919 [ dull thud ] 297 00:24:07,533 --> 00:24:09,535 [ dull thud ] 298 00:24:27,596 --> 00:24:30,033 [ door creaks ] 299 00:24:35,648 --> 00:24:38,259 [ giggles ] 300 00:24:38,302 --> 00:24:40,043 [ squelching thud ] 301 00:24:44,744 --> 00:24:46,789 [ gasps ] 302 00:24:52,752 --> 00:24:55,624 WAKE UP! STEPHEN, HE'S IN THE HOUSE! 303 00:24:55,668 --> 00:24:57,147 [ screaming ] 304 00:24:58,758 --> 00:25:00,716 QUAID. QUAID, WHAT IS IT? 305 00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:02,805 YOU OKAY? 306 00:25:02,849 --> 00:25:05,504 HEY, WHAT IS IT? 307 00:25:10,900 --> 00:25:12,685 JUST A DREAM. 308 00:25:16,602 --> 00:25:18,473 THAT DIDN'T SOUND LIKE JUST A DREAM. 309 00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:20,519 NO, THERE'S NOTHING. JUST... 310 00:25:20,562 --> 00:25:22,129 GO BACK TO BED. 311 00:25:22,172 --> 00:25:24,174 NO. 312 00:25:26,655 --> 00:25:29,005 YOU PRACTICALLY KNOW MY WHOLE LIFE STORY, 313 00:25:29,049 --> 00:25:32,531 BUT WHEN IT COMES TO YOU, I DON'T KNOW MUCH AT ALL. 314 00:25:53,682 --> 00:25:55,075 MY PARENTS WERE KILLED 315 00:25:55,118 --> 00:25:56,903 WHEN I WAS SIX YEARS OLD, STEPHEN. 316 00:25:58,905 --> 00:26:00,907 THEY WERE MURDERED 317 00:26:00,950 --> 00:26:02,952 RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES... 318 00:26:04,693 --> 00:26:07,783 KILLED WITH THE AXE FROM MY FATHER'S TOOL SHED. 319 00:26:12,527 --> 00:26:14,834 NEVER CAUGHT THE MAN THAT DID IT. 320 00:26:20,709 --> 00:26:22,798 I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT AWAY, BUT I DID. 321 00:26:22,842 --> 00:26:24,844 I RAN... 322 00:26:24,887 --> 00:26:26,889 AND I RAN... 323 00:26:26,933 --> 00:26:28,978 AND... 324 00:26:31,198 --> 00:26:35,028 I'VE NEVER REALLY STOPPED. 325 00:26:35,071 --> 00:26:36,638 DON'T TELL ANYONE, STEPHEN. 326 00:26:39,685 --> 00:26:41,251 PROMISE ME. 327 00:26:41,295 --> 00:26:42,992 I PROMISE. 328 00:26:52,480 --> 00:26:54,525 [ phone ringing faintly ] 329 00:27:01,054 --> 00:27:03,317 - AHH. - [ clicks tongue ] 330 00:27:03,360 --> 00:27:05,580 WELL, HELLO, CREEPY. 331 00:27:08,322 --> 00:27:10,324 QUAID CAME IN LOOKING FOR YOU YESTERDAY. 332 00:27:10,367 --> 00:27:12,152 YEAH? WHAT'D HE WANT? 333 00:27:12,195 --> 00:27:13,675 DON'T KNOW. 334 00:27:16,504 --> 00:27:18,419 HE ASKED ME IF I'D MODEL FOR HIM. 335 00:27:18,462 --> 00:27:20,464 [ snorts ] 336 00:27:20,508 --> 00:27:22,118 WHAT'D YOU SAY? 337 00:27:22,162 --> 00:27:25,121 - I SAID, "FUCK NO!" - [ both laugh ] 338 00:27:25,165 --> 00:27:26,949 POLITELY, OF COURSE. 339 00:27:26,993 --> 00:27:29,909 BUT FOR A WHILE, I THOUGHT HE MIGHT ACTUALLY CONVINCE ME. 340 00:27:29,952 --> 00:27:32,738 - Student: CAN I PAY FOR THIS? - YEAH, SORRY. 341 00:27:35,871 --> 00:27:37,917 [ register beeping ] 342 00:27:42,486 --> 00:27:45,925 - HEY. - WHAT'S THIS? 343 00:27:45,968 --> 00:27:47,709 IT'S THERAPY. 344 00:27:47,753 --> 00:27:50,016 [ footsteps ] 345 00:27:50,059 --> 00:27:52,105 1200 BUCKS ON CRAIGSLIST. 346 00:28:03,377 --> 00:28:04,770 WHY DO YOU HAVE THIS? 347 00:28:04,813 --> 00:28:06,772 YOU KNOW WHY I GOT IT. 348 00:28:06,815 --> 00:28:08,034 IT'S FOR YOU. 349 00:28:09,818 --> 00:28:11,820 FIND THE BEAST. DRIVE IT WHEN YOU'RE READY, 350 00:28:11,864 --> 00:28:13,779 NOT A MOMENT SOONER. 351 00:28:13,822 --> 00:28:16,738 COME ON. I THINK WE GOT A GOOD ONE TODAY. 352 00:28:19,828 --> 00:28:23,223 JOSHUA, WHAT IS YOUR STRONGEST MEMORY 353 00:28:23,266 --> 00:28:25,355 OF FEELING FEAR? 354 00:28:25,399 --> 00:28:29,620 WHEN I WAS SIX YEARS OLD, I WAS HIT BY A CAR. 355 00:28:29,664 --> 00:28:31,884 AND THE CONCUSSION 356 00:28:31,927 --> 00:28:35,757 LEFT ME DEAF FOR THREE YEARS. 357 00:28:37,541 --> 00:28:42,808 SO I WENT FROM BEING A NORMAL KID 358 00:28:42,851 --> 00:28:47,203 TO BEING COMPLETELY CUT OFF FROM THE WORLD. 359 00:28:48,727 --> 00:28:52,469 WHEN IT GOT REALLY BAD, I HAD A PRAYER. 360 00:28:52,513 --> 00:28:53,949 MY MOM TAUGHT IT TO ME. 361 00:28:53,993 --> 00:28:55,995 IT'S, UH, 362 00:28:56,038 --> 00:28:58,040 "GENTLE JESUS," 363 00:28:58,084 --> 00:29:01,827 SOMETHING, UH, 364 00:29:01,870 --> 00:29:04,090 "look upon this little child"-- 365 00:29:04,133 --> 00:29:07,833 it was-- it was that sort of thing. 366 00:29:07,876 --> 00:29:11,706 I can't remember it anymore. 367 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:14,709 I haven't needed it in a while. 368 00:29:14,753 --> 00:29:19,148 THEN ONE DAY MY HEARING CAME BACK. 369 00:29:19,192 --> 00:29:22,369 I MEAN... 370 00:29:22,412 --> 00:29:25,459 STILL, I HEAR ANY... 371 00:29:25,502 --> 00:29:27,461 VOLUME OF SOUND AND... 372 00:29:27,504 --> 00:29:30,769 THE RINGING COMES BACK IN ME. 373 00:29:30,812 --> 00:29:33,641 EVEN... 374 00:29:33,684 --> 00:29:35,469 TALKING ABOUT IT, 375 00:29:35,512 --> 00:29:39,560 YOU KNOW, IT BRINGS BACK 376 00:29:39,603 --> 00:29:42,432 A FEELING OF... 377 00:29:42,476 --> 00:29:44,391 DREAD. 378 00:29:47,002 --> 00:29:50,963 I MEAN, I SUPPOSE THAT IS THE WORST PART OF IT ALL-- 379 00:29:51,006 --> 00:29:53,400 YOU LIVE WITH THE NOTION 380 00:29:53,443 --> 00:29:57,621 THAT THE THING THAT CAUSES YOU THE MOST TERROR 381 00:29:57,665 --> 00:30:01,147 COULD COME BACK AT ANY TIME. 382 00:30:02,148 --> 00:30:05,020 ♪ We all recognize 383 00:30:05,064 --> 00:30:07,022 ♪ That I'm 384 00:30:07,066 --> 00:30:09,982 ♪ The problem here 385 00:30:10,025 --> 00:30:11,897 ♪ We all recognize 386 00:30:11,940 --> 00:30:13,899 ♪ That I'm 387 00:30:13,942 --> 00:30:17,467 ♪ The problem here 388 00:30:24,910 --> 00:30:28,739 ♪ Impossible to know 389 00:30:28,783 --> 00:30:31,655 ♪ Or so it seems 390 00:30:31,699 --> 00:30:34,267 ♪ What I'm supposed to do ♪ 391 00:30:34,310 --> 00:30:36,095 ♪ With you 392 00:30:36,138 --> 00:30:39,098 ♪ On anything 393 00:30:39,141 --> 00:30:41,274 ♪ I know that playing this time ♪ 394 00:30:41,317 --> 00:30:43,667 ♪ Is going 395 00:30:43,711 --> 00:30:46,192 ♪ To fall on me 396 00:30:46,235 --> 00:30:49,064 ♪ 'Cause we all recognize ♪ 397 00:30:49,108 --> 00:30:51,110 ♪ That I'm 398 00:30:51,153 --> 00:30:54,809 ♪ The problem here. 399 00:30:54,853 --> 00:30:58,160 HEY, WILL YOU SIT FOR ME TOMORROW? 400 00:30:58,204 --> 00:30:59,901 SAME PRICE AS USUAL. 401 00:30:59,945 --> 00:31:02,686 I CAN'T. I HAVE PLANS. 402 00:31:02,730 --> 00:31:05,037 JUST ASK ONE OF THE OTHER GIRLS. 403 00:31:14,742 --> 00:31:18,093 ♪ But now times have changed ♪ 404 00:31:18,137 --> 00:31:24,795 ♪ And I wasn't paying attention ♪ 405 00:31:24,839 --> 00:31:29,235 ♪ So fuck you and your mass-media toys ♪ 406 00:31:29,278 --> 00:31:31,672 ♪ That make being alive seem like a chore ♪ 407 00:31:31,715 --> 00:31:34,153 ♪ I don't know how much of this ♪ 408 00:31:34,196 --> 00:31:37,199 ♪ I can handle 409 00:31:37,243 --> 00:31:40,028 ♪ Excuse me, is my rant taking too long? ♪ 410 00:31:40,072 --> 00:31:42,422 [ music fades ] 411 00:31:45,033 --> 00:31:46,208 [ yells ] 412 00:32:10,754 --> 00:32:12,060 Young Quaid: MAMA. 413 00:32:12,104 --> 00:32:14,149 Axe man: THIS IS YOUR MOTHER. 414 00:32:19,154 --> 00:32:21,635 YOUR MOTHER. 415 00:32:23,419 --> 00:32:25,552 [ mother screams ] 416 00:32:30,861 --> 00:32:32,167 [ scream ] 417 00:32:36,650 --> 00:32:38,957 [ music resumes ] 418 00:32:50,142 --> 00:32:52,361 Cheryl: SO, UM, I HAVE A SURPRISE FOR YOU. 419 00:32:52,405 --> 00:32:55,147 - A GIFT? - A NECESSITY. 420 00:33:00,239 --> 00:33:02,154 OH, AWESOME! 421 00:33:02,197 --> 00:33:04,895 IT'S VIRTUALLY INDESTRUCTIBLE-- 422 00:33:04,939 --> 00:33:07,768 AT LEAST, SHATTER RESISTANT 423 00:33:07,811 --> 00:33:09,813 AND POSSIBLY WATERPROOF. 424 00:33:09,857 --> 00:33:12,947 THANK YOU, CHERYL. 425 00:33:15,994 --> 00:33:18,518 SO I WAS THINKING 426 00:33:18,561 --> 00:33:20,389 THAT IF YOU EVER WANTED ME 427 00:33:20,433 --> 00:33:22,522 TO INTERVIEW FOR THE FEAR STUDY, I COULD. 428 00:33:22,565 --> 00:33:24,524 YEAH? 429 00:33:24,567 --> 00:33:25,960 OKAY. 430 00:33:26,004 --> 00:33:29,050 I'LL TALK TO THE GUYS AND WE COULD SET SOMETHING UP. 431 00:33:29,094 --> 00:33:33,098 OH, I WAS KIND OF HOPING 432 00:33:33,141 --> 00:33:34,534 YOU WOULD JUST DO IT. 433 00:33:34,577 --> 00:33:36,623 I'D FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE. 434 00:33:36,666 --> 00:33:40,148 SURE. 435 00:33:40,192 --> 00:33:43,108 I CAN COME BY TONIGHT AFTER CLASS. 436 00:33:43,151 --> 00:33:45,371 GREAT. 437 00:33:50,376 --> 00:33:52,334 Stephen: IS THIS YOUR FAMILY? 438 00:33:52,378 --> 00:33:56,599 YEAH. MY MOM AND MY TWO OLDER SISTERS. 439 00:33:56,643 --> 00:33:58,079 THEY'RE PRETTY, HUH? 440 00:33:58,123 --> 00:33:59,428 YEAH, THEY'RE PRETTY 441 00:33:59,472 --> 00:34:01,387 JUST LIKE THEIR SISTER. 442 00:34:11,136 --> 00:34:12,311 SHALL WE GET STARTED? 443 00:34:14,095 --> 00:34:16,054 [ giggles ] 444 00:34:17,316 --> 00:34:20,232 I CAN VIVIDLY REMEMBER MY FIRST DAY AT KINDERGARTEN. 445 00:34:20,275 --> 00:34:23,496 I WAS WEARING A LIGHT BLUE DRESS. 446 00:34:23,539 --> 00:34:27,717 I WAS THERE NO MORE THAN 10 MINUTES 447 00:34:27,761 --> 00:34:30,677 BEFORE SOME BOY ASKED ME WHAT WAS WRONG WITH MY FACE. 448 00:34:34,202 --> 00:34:36,204 THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I REALIZED 449 00:34:36,248 --> 00:34:37,727 I HAD SOMETHING TO BE ASHAMED OF. 450 00:34:37,771 --> 00:34:40,208 YOU HAVE NOTHING TO BE ASHAMED OF. 451 00:34:40,252 --> 00:34:42,254 STEPHEN, 452 00:34:42,297 --> 00:34:44,952 YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE IMPARTIAL, REMEMBER? 453 00:34:46,345 --> 00:34:47,737 [ softly ] YEAH. 454 00:34:50,349 --> 00:34:52,351 LISTEN, I COULD HAVE A LOT WORSE 455 00:34:52,394 --> 00:34:54,004 THAN A BIRTHMARK COVERING MY BODY... 456 00:34:57,312 --> 00:34:59,314 BUT IT'S KIND OF HARD TO SWALLOW WHENEVER 457 00:34:59,358 --> 00:35:01,403 I HAVE TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR TO FIX MY HAIR... 458 00:35:03,884 --> 00:35:05,886 OR WHEN I LOOK AT MY SISTERS. 459 00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:11,152 WHAT THAT BOY ASKED ME WHEN I WAS FIVE YEARS OLD 460 00:35:11,196 --> 00:35:14,112 IS WHAT PEOPLE WANT TO ASK ME EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE. 461 00:35:16,331 --> 00:35:19,291 EVERY TIME I HAVE TO MEET SOMEONE FOR THE FIRST TIME, 462 00:35:19,334 --> 00:35:22,424 I'LL ALWAYS BE THAT FIVE-YEAR-OLD GIRL AGAIN. 463 00:35:28,952 --> 00:35:32,086 I'M SO SORRY YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT, ABBY. 464 00:35:41,051 --> 00:35:42,575 CAN I SHOW YOU SOMETHING, 465 00:35:44,272 --> 00:35:47,319 SOMETHING THAT IT TAKES A LOT FOR ME TO DO, 466 00:35:47,362 --> 00:35:50,974 SOMETHING THAT I DON'T SHOW MANY PEOPLE? 467 00:36:55,952 --> 00:36:57,432 ABBY. 468 00:37:05,527 --> 00:37:08,313 ABBY... 469 00:37:08,356 --> 00:37:11,403 - I CAN'T. - WHY? 470 00:37:16,146 --> 00:37:19,367 MY HEART IS SOMEWHERE ELSE RIGHT NOW. 471 00:37:19,411 --> 00:37:23,241 [ scoffs ] 472 00:37:23,284 --> 00:37:25,460 WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN? 473 00:37:28,594 --> 00:37:30,378 [ softly ] ABBY. 474 00:37:31,858 --> 00:37:33,686 JUST GO. 475 00:37:33,729 --> 00:37:35,383 - ABBY-- - PLEASE JUST GO. 476 00:37:40,388 --> 00:37:42,521 [ door opens, closes ] 477 00:37:47,613 --> 00:37:49,267 WILL YOU JUST GO PICK UP THE CAMERA? 478 00:37:49,310 --> 00:37:50,529 YOU DON'T NEED TO TALK TO HER. 479 00:37:50,572 --> 00:37:52,835 [ laughs ] 480 00:37:55,142 --> 00:37:56,578 WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST FUCK HER? 481 00:37:56,622 --> 00:37:59,320 BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT HER. 482 00:37:59,364 --> 00:38:02,105 OH, YOU'RE AFRAID CHERYL WILL FIND OUT. 483 00:38:02,149 --> 00:38:04,586 THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH IT. 484 00:38:04,630 --> 00:38:06,458 OH, SO I CAN SHOW HER THE TAPE. 485 00:38:06,501 --> 00:38:08,460 HUH? 486 00:38:11,550 --> 00:38:12,681 CAN YOU JUST CUT ME A BREAK? 487 00:38:16,337 --> 00:38:18,339 LOOK... 488 00:38:18,383 --> 00:38:20,820 CHERYL CARRIES A LOT OF BAGGAGE 489 00:38:20,863 --> 00:38:25,564 AND I, UH-- I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU GET HURT. 490 00:38:28,349 --> 00:38:30,699 NOT TO MENTION, I DON'T LIKE YOU PISSING IN THE WELL. 491 00:38:30,743 --> 00:38:32,962 QUAID, IT'S A SCHOOL PROJECT, OKAY? 492 00:38:33,006 --> 00:38:35,574 IT'S NOT LIKE WE'RE CURING CANCER. 493 00:38:40,579 --> 00:38:43,059 IS THAT ALL THIS IS TO YOU, STEPHEN, A SCHOOL PROJECT? 494 00:38:45,584 --> 00:38:47,020 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. 495 00:38:51,198 --> 00:38:52,982 [ laughs ] 496 00:38:57,509 --> 00:39:00,903 - WE'RE FRIENDS, RIGHT? - RIGHT. 497 00:39:00,947 --> 00:39:03,645 RIGHT. SO OF COURSE I'M GOING TO HELP YOU. 498 00:39:05,517 --> 00:39:08,302 I'LL GET THE CAMERA. I'LL TOSS THE TAPE 499 00:39:08,346 --> 00:39:09,738 AFTER I'VE WATCHED IT. 500 00:39:09,782 --> 00:39:11,479 THANK YOU. 501 00:39:11,523 --> 00:39:13,612 ANYTHING ELSE? 502 00:39:13,655 --> 00:39:15,744 YEAH. 503 00:39:15,788 --> 00:39:18,138 I'M TAKING THE CAR TOMORROW. 504 00:39:20,314 --> 00:39:22,316 GOOD FOR YOU. 505 00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:24,362 LOOK, I KNOW YOU THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE 506 00:39:24,405 --> 00:39:26,233 SOME GREAT CATHARTIC CHALLENGE FOR ME, 507 00:39:26,276 --> 00:39:30,672 BUT IT IS JUST A CAR, QUAID. 508 00:39:33,632 --> 00:39:35,242 YEAH, I KNOW... 509 00:39:35,285 --> 00:39:37,200 IT'S JUST A CAR... 510 00:39:37,244 --> 00:39:39,899 WHEN YOU'RE TRYING TO GET INTO A GIRL'S PANTS. 511 00:39:39,942 --> 00:39:42,554 SHUT THE FUCK UP. [ laughs ] 512 00:39:42,597 --> 00:39:45,557 [ both chuckle ] 513 00:39:49,561 --> 00:39:51,345 [ keys jingle ] 514 00:39:51,389 --> 00:39:54,479 [ engine starts, revs ] 515 00:40:12,192 --> 00:40:13,933 DO YOU WANT THE TAPE? 516 00:40:15,500 --> 00:40:16,892 NO. 517 00:40:24,596 --> 00:40:27,860 - YOU ARE SEXY, YOU KNOW. - NO, I'M NOT. 518 00:40:31,603 --> 00:40:32,908 WHY? 519 00:40:38,697 --> 00:40:40,220 SEXY IS ALL KINDS OF THINGS. 520 00:40:40,263 --> 00:40:42,048 IT'S, UH-- 521 00:40:42,091 --> 00:40:44,964 IT'S SHORT DRESS AND HIGH HEELS. 522 00:40:46,444 --> 00:40:50,012 IT'S MORNING BREATH AND MESSY HAIR. 523 00:40:52,275 --> 00:40:53,842 IT'S COVERED IN DIRT 524 00:40:53,886 --> 00:40:55,844 FROM CLEANING OUT THE GARAGE ALL DAY. 525 00:40:55,888 --> 00:40:57,890 IT'S, UH-- 526 00:40:57,933 --> 00:40:59,935 IT'S A WINTER COAT 527 00:40:59,979 --> 00:41:01,807 THAT HIDES EVERYTHING BUT THIS. 528 00:41:03,156 --> 00:41:05,071 SEXY IS UNIQUE. 529 00:41:13,166 --> 00:41:14,689 SO... 530 00:41:18,432 --> 00:41:20,782 YOU WANT TO STOP FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF? 531 00:41:25,091 --> 00:41:28,486 [ club music playing ] 532 00:41:36,537 --> 00:41:39,540 WILL YOU PAINT ME? WILL YOU PAINT ME NORMAL? 533 00:42:02,824 --> 00:42:05,653 ♪ I'D PULL MY WEIGHT 534 00:42:05,697 --> 00:42:10,571 ♪ IF IT MADE ANY DIFFERENCE... ♪ 535 00:42:10,615 --> 00:42:11,920 HEY! 536 00:42:18,797 --> 00:42:22,017 ♪ HE GAVE HIS LIFE 537 00:42:22,061 --> 00:42:26,326 ♪ FOR THE NINE MILLION OTHERS ♪ 538 00:42:34,900 --> 00:42:38,120 ♪ AND ON HIS GRAVE'S 539 00:42:38,164 --> 00:42:43,473 ♪ WRITTEN "HERE LIES JOSEPH ♪ 540 00:42:51,177 --> 00:42:58,924 ♪ HIS COUNTRY'S GUN AND INNOCENT SOLDIER"... ♪ 541 00:43:03,798 --> 00:43:05,104 [ moans ] 542 00:43:05,147 --> 00:43:09,021 ♪ FIGHT YOUR WAY OUT OF THIS ONE ♪ 543 00:43:09,064 --> 00:43:12,502 ♪ FIGHT YOUR WAY OUT OF THIS ONE... ♪ 544 00:43:12,546 --> 00:43:16,376 GO DOWN ON ME. PLEASE? 545 00:43:18,117 --> 00:43:21,642 ♪ FIGHT YOUR WAY OUT OF THIS ONE ♪ 546 00:43:21,686 --> 00:43:26,821 ♪ HE GREW A BLOOD-RED VISION ♪ 547 00:43:26,865 --> 00:43:33,175 ♪ FOR ALL THEIR GOOD INTENTIONS. ♪ 548 00:43:33,219 --> 00:43:35,221 [ gasps, cries out ] 549 00:43:35,264 --> 00:43:38,616 [ pants ] 550 00:43:59,071 --> 00:44:01,290 WHAT'S WRONG? DID YOU HAVE A NIGHTMARE? 551 00:44:05,773 --> 00:44:09,472 Stephen: WHAT IS YOUR STRONGEST MEMORY OF FEELING FEAR? 552 00:44:11,300 --> 00:44:13,868 MY LIFE IS A LABYRINTH. 553 00:44:15,827 --> 00:44:18,090 A MAP OF ITS COMPLEXITY IS ETCHED ON MY FACE 554 00:44:18,133 --> 00:44:22,268 IN A THOUSAND TINY EXPRESSIONS. 555 00:44:22,311 --> 00:44:25,140 - Waking up at night. - THANK YOU. 556 00:44:26,751 --> 00:44:29,797 WHAT'S YOUR STRONGEST MEMORY? 557 00:44:29,841 --> 00:44:31,930 Quaid: THERE IS AN ANSWER IN WHAT WE'RE DOING, 558 00:44:31,973 --> 00:44:33,975 A REMEDY 559 00:44:34,019 --> 00:44:36,935 THAT NO FUCKIN' MEDICATION 560 00:44:36,978 --> 00:44:40,765 OR QUACK THERAPY COULD EVER COMPETE WITH. 561 00:44:40,808 --> 00:44:42,854 [ voices speaking softly on computer ] 562 00:44:45,465 --> 00:44:48,598 BUT SOMETIMES I GET DISCOURAGED. 563 00:44:50,818 --> 00:44:52,994 MAYBE I'M NOT BEING CLEAR ENOUGH. 564 00:44:55,475 --> 00:44:57,172 MAYBE I NEED TO BE HONEST WITH YOU 565 00:44:57,216 --> 00:44:59,000 AND TELL YOU WHAT I WANT. 566 00:45:01,263 --> 00:45:03,352 Cheryl: WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT? 567 00:45:06,486 --> 00:45:09,489 I WANT YOUR SOUL TO OPEN UP FOR ME... 568 00:45:09,532 --> 00:45:11,883 [ chuckles ] 569 00:45:11,926 --> 00:45:13,928 ...SPREAD EAGLED LIKE A SPLIT BEAVER 570 00:45:13,972 --> 00:45:17,279 SO THAT I CAN GAZE INTO ITS SECRETS. 571 00:45:18,933 --> 00:45:20,979 [ chuckles ] 572 00:45:37,822 --> 00:45:39,562 [ door opens ] 573 00:45:39,606 --> 00:45:42,348 Stephen: LAST ONE. I GOT SOME BEER AND CHIPS. 574 00:45:42,391 --> 00:45:44,916 BUT WE REALLY GOT TO CRAM TONIGHT IF WE WANT TO GET EVERYTHING DONE. 575 00:45:44,959 --> 00:45:46,700 Cheryl: HOW MANY DID YOU GET? 576 00:45:46,744 --> 00:45:48,223 A SIX-PACK. 577 00:45:48,267 --> 00:45:51,531 YOU CAN'T REALLY HAVE ONE. THEY'RE ALL SIX FOR ME. 578 00:45:51,574 --> 00:45:53,141 COME ON, GIVE ME A BEER. 579 00:45:53,185 --> 00:45:55,709 I'LL BE DOWNSTAIRS. I'M GONNA GO SET UP. 580 00:45:59,974 --> 00:46:03,630 Woman: I WAS CONFINED TO A HOUSE FOR THE BETTER PART OF 20 YEARS. 581 00:46:05,066 --> 00:46:06,807 IT WAS MY MOTHER'S HOUSE. 582 00:46:06,851 --> 00:46:09,810 I WAS PROFESSIONALLY DIAGNOSED 583 00:46:09,854 --> 00:46:11,551 with agoraphobia. 584 00:46:11,594 --> 00:46:14,075 SO YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE. 585 00:46:15,990 --> 00:46:18,253 HOW WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING, LIKE GET FOOD 586 00:46:18,297 --> 00:46:20,473 or toilet paper? 587 00:46:20,516 --> 00:46:23,389 Well, I was completely dependant on my mother. 588 00:46:23,432 --> 00:46:26,348 and I developed a severe hatred for her. 589 00:46:28,176 --> 00:46:30,875 SHE WAS THE CAUSE OF EVERYTHING HORRIBLE IN MY LIFE. 590 00:46:33,442 --> 00:46:35,227 SHE WAS MY ONLY FRIEND. 591 00:46:38,752 --> 00:46:41,581 SHE DIED WHEN I WAS 21. 592 00:46:41,624 --> 00:46:43,017 HEART ATTACK. 593 00:46:45,367 --> 00:46:50,459 I NEVER TOLD ANYONE. I DIDN'T CALL ANYONE. 594 00:46:50,503 --> 00:46:51,939 I NEVER HAD. I COULDN'T. 595 00:46:53,941 --> 00:46:55,290 ABOUT THREE WEEKS LATER, 596 00:46:55,334 --> 00:46:57,640 THE NEIGHBORS NOTICED THE SMELL, I GUESS. 597 00:46:57,684 --> 00:47:00,034 THEY CAME OVER AND CALLED AN AMBULANCE. 598 00:47:00,078 --> 00:47:03,385 AFTER THAT, THEY CHECKED ON ME QUITE FREQUENTLY. 599 00:47:03,429 --> 00:47:05,431 IT'S A GOOD THING THEY DID TOO, 600 00:47:05,474 --> 00:47:09,739 BECAUSE THE DAY I TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE, THEY FOUND ME. 601 00:47:14,179 --> 00:47:16,964 WOULD YOU MIND TALKING ABOUT THAT? 602 00:47:26,017 --> 00:47:27,627 I CUT MY THROAT WITH A RAZOR. 603 00:47:33,546 --> 00:47:35,983 I WAS DEAD FOR FIVE MINUTES. 604 00:47:39,987 --> 00:47:42,076 BUT THAT'S WHY I'M HERE. 605 00:47:43,948 --> 00:47:47,125 THREE YEARS AGO I COULD NOT STEP OUT OF MY HOUSE. 606 00:47:49,562 --> 00:47:52,173 AND NOW THE WORLD IS AT MY FEET 607 00:47:52,217 --> 00:47:54,045 AND IT'S BECAUSE WHEN I CAME BACK... 608 00:47:55,481 --> 00:47:58,179 I CAME BACK COMPLETELY FEARLESS. 609 00:47:59,615 --> 00:48:00,965 YOU'RE A FUCKING LIAR. 610 00:48:01,008 --> 00:48:02,444 - Cheryl: Quaid. - Excuse me? 611 00:48:02,488 --> 00:48:03,793 YOU DON'T COME IN HERE 612 00:48:03,837 --> 00:48:05,926 AND LIE TO ME AND TELL ME YOU'RE FUCKING FEARLESS. 613 00:48:05,970 --> 00:48:08,755 - IS THIS A JOKE? WHAT ARE YOU DOING? - QUAID, STOP. 614 00:48:08,798 --> 00:48:10,583 - QUAID, WHAT THE FUCK? - GET OFF OF ME! 615 00:48:10,626 --> 00:48:13,194 IT'S FAKE. IT'S FUCKING MAKEUP. 616 00:48:16,850 --> 00:48:19,157 YOU ASSHOLE. 617 00:48:21,072 --> 00:48:22,856 I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE GOOD FOR MY REEL. 618 00:48:22,900 --> 00:48:25,119 THIS ISN'T REALITY TELEVISION. GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE. 619 00:48:25,163 --> 00:48:26,904 - FUCK YOU! - FUCK YOU! 620 00:48:26,947 --> 00:48:29,341 FUCK YOU! 621 00:48:36,087 --> 00:48:39,177 Cheryl: HAVE YOU COMPLETELY LOST YOUR FUCKING MIND? 622 00:48:39,220 --> 00:48:41,962 YOU CAN'T JUST ATTACK SOMEONE LIKE THAT. 623 00:48:42,006 --> 00:48:44,443 I WAS RIGHT, WASN'T I? 624 00:48:44,486 --> 00:48:47,272 WHO CARES? 625 00:48:47,315 --> 00:48:50,057 WHAT'S IT TO US? 626 00:48:50,101 --> 00:48:53,191 I DON'T FEEL LIKE GETTING ARRESTED FOR ASSAULT. 627 00:48:54,279 --> 00:48:55,541 WHO CARES? 628 00:48:56,977 --> 00:48:59,588 WHO CARES? 629 00:48:59,632 --> 00:49:03,157 THIS IS JUST A SCHOOL PROJECT, RIGHT? 630 00:49:03,201 --> 00:49:05,768 YEAH, EXACTLY. 631 00:49:05,812 --> 00:49:08,162 - WHAT THE FUCK? - QUAID! 632 00:49:08,206 --> 00:49:10,164 THIS WAS NEVER ABOUT A SCHOOL ASSIGNMENT! 633 00:49:10,208 --> 00:49:13,994 I COULD GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR THESIS. 634 00:49:20,479 --> 00:49:22,002 QUAID. 635 00:49:22,046 --> 00:49:23,569 QUAID, PLEASE STOP. 636 00:49:26,180 --> 00:49:28,313 NO! NO! 637 00:49:28,356 --> 00:49:30,271 NO! NO! 638 00:49:30,315 --> 00:49:33,100 - [ shouting ] - NO! 639 00:49:43,284 --> 00:49:45,243 [ panting ] 640 00:49:58,038 --> 00:49:59,997 CHERYL. 641 00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:01,389 JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. 642 00:50:01,433 --> 00:50:03,652 CHERYL, I... 643 00:50:07,004 --> 00:50:09,267 [ panting ] 644 00:50:11,965 --> 00:50:14,272 DID YOU EVER FUCK HER OR WHAT? 645 00:50:14,315 --> 00:50:16,622 HUH? 646 00:50:16,665 --> 00:50:18,928 WHAT DOES SHE SOUND LIKE WHEN SHE COMES? 647 00:50:18,972 --> 00:50:20,278 THAT'S ENOUGH. 648 00:50:20,321 --> 00:50:22,454 SHE'S A QUIET ONE I BET. 649 00:50:22,497 --> 00:50:24,369 LETS IT BUILD UP IN HER CUNT. 650 00:50:26,458 --> 00:50:28,416 WHAT YOU JUST DID... 651 00:50:28,460 --> 00:50:32,246 SEE, YOU DON'T EVEN GIVE A SHIT. 652 00:50:34,509 --> 00:50:37,686 IT'S A GOOD THING I DIDN'T TRY TO TAKE YOUR WATCH. 653 00:50:45,607 --> 00:50:47,566 [ door slams ] 654 00:50:56,227 --> 00:50:58,794 [ phone ringing ] 655 00:51:16,943 --> 00:51:19,250 Hey, Cheryl, this is Stephen. 656 00:51:19,293 --> 00:51:21,556 I'll pay for the damage to the equipment. 657 00:51:21,600 --> 00:51:24,211 Just call me back. 658 00:51:25,821 --> 00:51:28,085 [ people chatting ] 659 00:51:38,747 --> 00:51:40,271 GOOD JOB, GRACE. 660 00:51:40,314 --> 00:51:42,360 FUCKING B . 661 00:51:42,403 --> 00:51:44,057 KESSLER KICKED MY ASS. 662 00:51:44,101 --> 00:51:46,494 WHAT DO YOU-- WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 663 00:51:46,538 --> 00:51:48,453 THE GRADES ARE UP FOR THE THESIS. 664 00:52:08,037 --> 00:52:10,257 [ brakes squeaking ] 665 00:52:15,915 --> 00:52:17,308 HEY, I'M SORRY. 666 00:52:18,787 --> 00:52:21,573 I FUCKED UP. 667 00:52:21,616 --> 00:52:23,792 I'M FUCKED UP, I KNOW. 668 00:52:26,099 --> 00:52:27,709 WHY'D YOU TURN IN THE FILM? 669 00:52:27,753 --> 00:52:30,321 I COULDN'T LET YOU FAIL. 670 00:52:30,364 --> 00:52:33,628 HAD A BACKUP ON AN EXTERNAL. 671 00:52:33,672 --> 00:52:36,936 IT WAS MISSING THE LAST INTERVIEW, OF COURSE. 672 00:52:39,330 --> 00:52:41,245 I'LL GIVE YOU THE MONEY FOR THE EQUIPMENT. 673 00:52:41,288 --> 00:52:42,681 I'LL PAY FOR EVERYTHING. 674 00:52:42,724 --> 00:52:45,249 YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT. YOU WILL. 675 00:52:45,292 --> 00:52:47,338 I WILL. 676 00:52:48,948 --> 00:52:52,778 NOW GET IN AND LET ME APOLOGIZE FOR BEING SUCH AN ASSHOLE. 677 00:52:55,433 --> 00:52:57,174 [ squeaking ] 678 00:53:30,032 --> 00:53:32,296 STEPHEN, I WANT US TO, UH-- 679 00:53:32,339 --> 00:53:35,429 I WANT US TO FINISH OUR FEAR STUDY. 680 00:53:37,866 --> 00:53:39,433 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 681 00:53:39,477 --> 00:53:41,174 IT'S FINISHED. 682 00:53:41,218 --> 00:53:43,524 YOU TURNED IT IN. 683 00:53:43,568 --> 00:53:46,440 NO, IT'S NOT ABOUT WHAT WE'VE ALREADY DONE. 684 00:53:46,484 --> 00:53:48,529 IT'S ABOUT WHAT WE STILL NEED TO DO. 685 00:53:48,573 --> 00:53:50,836 NOW I CAN DO THIS ALONE, 686 00:53:50,879 --> 00:53:53,926 BUT, UH-- BUT I DON'T WANT TO. 687 00:53:53,969 --> 00:53:57,146 QUAID, THE ASSIGNMENT'S DONE. 688 00:53:57,190 --> 00:53:58,757 I'M DONE. 689 00:53:58,800 --> 00:54:01,629 IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE IT, THEN CONTINUE IT. 690 00:54:01,673 --> 00:54:05,024 THE STUDY WAS YOUR IDEA ANYWAY. 691 00:54:07,244 --> 00:54:09,071 SO WHERE ARE WE GOING? 692 00:54:10,377 --> 00:54:12,597 TO THE LIMITS. 693 00:54:16,514 --> 00:54:19,560 OH, WOW. THIS IS SOME GREAT APOLOGY. 694 00:54:19,604 --> 00:54:21,345 - PULL THE CAR OVER. - DRINK IT. 695 00:54:21,388 --> 00:54:24,304 NO, I'M NOT DRINKING IT. PULL THE CAR OVER. 696 00:54:25,479 --> 00:54:28,308 - [ engine revs ] - [ tire squeal ] 697 00:54:30,571 --> 00:54:32,747 OKAY, WHAT IS THIS? SOME SICK GAME? 698 00:54:32,791 --> 00:54:34,662 IT'S NOT A GAME, STEPHEN, OKAY? 699 00:54:34,706 --> 00:54:38,405 IT'S LIFE, YOU KNOW? IT'S YOU FACING YOUR FEARS AND FUCKING LIVING. 700 00:54:38,449 --> 00:54:40,581 HAVEN'T YOU EVER WONDERED WHAT IT WAS LIKE FOR YOUR BROTHER-- 701 00:54:40,625 --> 00:54:43,018 THOSE FINAL FEW MOMENTS BEFORE HE CRASHED HIS CAR, 702 00:54:43,062 --> 00:54:45,412 BEFORE HE COMPLETELY LOST CONTROL? 703 00:54:45,456 --> 00:54:47,240 NO, QUAID, I DON'T. 704 00:54:47,284 --> 00:54:49,677 I AVOID HAVING TO THINK ABOUT THOSE MOMENTS 705 00:54:49,721 --> 00:54:51,462 LIKE ANY RATIONAL PERSON WOULD. 706 00:54:51,505 --> 00:54:54,203 WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO? 707 00:54:54,247 --> 00:54:55,901 GONNA DRIVE US INTO A BRICK WALL? 708 00:54:55,944 --> 00:54:57,903 IS THAT GONNA TEACH ME SOME LIFE LESSON? 709 00:54:57,946 --> 00:54:59,339 YOU NEVER KNOW, STEPHEN. 710 00:54:59,383 --> 00:55:01,428 THERE COULD BE A SOLUTION 711 00:55:01,472 --> 00:55:03,648 IN THOSE FINAL MOMENTS-- 712 00:55:03,691 --> 00:55:06,303 A RESOLUTION, A WAY OUT. 713 00:55:07,478 --> 00:55:09,610 - A WAY OUT OF WHAT? - OF YOUR DREAD. 714 00:55:14,441 --> 00:55:16,443 COME ON, LET IT TAKE YOU, STEPHEN. 715 00:55:20,447 --> 00:55:22,449 - YOU CAN'T ALWAYS HAVE CONTROL. - YES, I CAN. 716 00:55:22,493 --> 00:55:24,582 - NO YOU CAN'T. - PULL THE CAR OVER! 717 00:55:28,455 --> 00:55:31,240 [ tires screech ] 718 00:55:31,284 --> 00:55:34,069 [ gasping ] 719 00:55:38,552 --> 00:55:41,555 [ dogs barking ] 720 00:55:52,914 --> 00:55:54,699 HEY, STEPHEN MAN, COME ON. 721 00:55:57,179 --> 00:56:00,357 HEY LOOK, I'M SORRY, OKAY? 722 00:56:00,400 --> 00:56:02,489 I'M DRUNK. 723 00:56:03,751 --> 00:56:06,406 PLEASE, COME ON. JUST GET IN AND DRIVE ME HOME. 724 00:56:10,497 --> 00:56:12,369 FUCK OFF. 725 00:56:19,941 --> 00:56:22,422 I NEED HELP, STEPHEN. 726 00:56:22,466 --> 00:56:23,815 I NEED-- 727 00:56:25,686 --> 00:56:27,906 I NEED HELP. 728 00:56:48,666 --> 00:56:50,363 SHIT. 729 00:56:52,147 --> 00:56:54,280 [ keys rattling ] 730 00:58:07,832 --> 00:58:10,182 [ dragging ] 731 00:58:22,803 --> 00:58:24,805 [ door creaks ] 732 00:59:24,256 --> 00:59:25,692 - Quaid: WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? - [ gasps ] 733 00:59:27,738 --> 00:59:29,391 I'M-- [ clears throat ] 734 00:59:29,435 --> 00:59:31,829 I CAME TO... 735 00:59:31,872 --> 00:59:34,440 TRY AND SALVAGE SOME OF THE HARD DRIVE. 736 00:59:37,922 --> 00:59:39,358 DOWN HERE? 737 00:59:39,401 --> 00:59:41,752 UM... 738 00:59:41,795 --> 00:59:45,103 I WAS LOOKING FOR A LIGHT BULB AND... 739 00:59:46,757 --> 00:59:49,020 [ chuckles ] 740 00:59:54,852 --> 00:59:57,898 IF IT LOOKS LIKE MADNESS IT MUST BE, RIGHT? 741 00:59:57,942 --> 01:00:00,684 IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE THINKING? 742 01:00:07,778 --> 01:00:09,954 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M THINKING. 743 01:00:16,743 --> 01:00:17,875 I'M GONNA GO. 744 01:00:17,918 --> 01:00:20,399 ASK ME WHAT I WANT. 745 01:00:26,710 --> 01:00:28,886 NO. 746 01:00:28,929 --> 01:00:30,670 GO AHEAD. 747 01:00:32,237 --> 01:00:33,847 ASK ME. 748 01:00:35,936 --> 01:00:38,504 WHAT DO YOU WANT? 749 01:00:39,766 --> 01:00:42,464 I WANT US TO TAKE OUR STUDY TO THE NEXT LEVEL. 750 01:00:48,296 --> 01:00:50,081 [ buzzes ] 751 01:01:20,067 --> 01:01:22,069 [ fly buzzing ] 752 01:01:27,858 --> 01:01:29,947 [ students chatting ] 753 01:01:31,252 --> 01:01:33,037 [ dialing ] 754 01:01:39,826 --> 01:01:42,002 Hey, this is Cheryl. Leave me a message. 755 01:01:42,046 --> 01:01:44,048 - [ beeps ] - HEY, CHERYL. 756 01:01:44,091 --> 01:01:46,528 IT'S STEPHEN. UM... 757 01:01:46,572 --> 01:01:48,835 HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN LIKE A WEEK. 758 01:01:52,491 --> 01:01:54,536 LOOK, I PROMISE I'M NOT GONNA COMPLICATE YOUR LIFE. 759 01:01:54,580 --> 01:01:57,104 I JUST WANT TO TALK. OKAY? 760 01:01:57,148 --> 01:01:59,454 JUST CALL ME BACK. 761 01:01:59,498 --> 01:02:01,195 BYE. 762 01:02:02,719 --> 01:02:04,938 [ crickets chirping ] 763 01:02:07,680 --> 01:02:09,726 [ printing ] 764 01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:18,125 HEY. 765 01:02:18,169 --> 01:02:20,475 HEY. 766 01:02:20,519 --> 01:02:23,957 I'M GOING HOME FOR BREAK TOMORROW AND WE DIDN'T SAY GOODBYE. 767 01:02:26,394 --> 01:02:29,006 AND I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE THINGS HOW WE LEFT THEM. 768 01:02:32,531 --> 01:02:35,273 [ chatting, laughing ] 769 01:02:35,316 --> 01:02:37,710 I'M STILL GOING AWAY TOMORROW. 770 01:02:37,754 --> 01:02:40,017 WHAT'S GOING ON? 771 01:02:40,060 --> 01:02:42,454 [ distorted voice talking ] 772 01:02:44,064 --> 01:02:45,674 WHAT'S THIS? 773 01:02:45,718 --> 01:02:48,547 [ voice continues ] 774 01:02:51,550 --> 01:02:53,117 WHAT'S GOING ON? 775 01:02:53,160 --> 01:02:56,642 THIS WEIRD VIDEO STARTED PLAYING ON THE CAMPUS CHANNEL. 776 01:03:11,091 --> 01:03:14,007 THIS IS ON EVERY TV ACROSS CAMPUS RIGHT NOW. 777 01:03:17,924 --> 01:03:20,884 My body is something to be ashamed of every day of my life. 778 01:03:20,927 --> 01:03:23,451 What was wrong with my face? 779 01:03:23,495 --> 01:03:25,932 What was wrong with my face? 780 01:03:25,976 --> 01:03:27,542 What was wrong with my face? 781 01:03:39,990 --> 01:03:41,687 [ gasps ] 782 01:03:42,906 --> 01:03:45,038 - ABBY! - WATCH IT. 783 01:03:47,606 --> 01:03:49,477 ABBY! 784 01:03:51,218 --> 01:03:53,177 ABBY. 785 01:04:05,493 --> 01:04:08,105 [ breathing heavily ] 786 01:04:22,032 --> 01:04:24,077 [ knocking ] 787 01:04:28,386 --> 01:04:30,344 YOU MADE IT. 788 01:04:33,434 --> 01:04:35,393 - THANKS FOR COMING. - THAT'S ALL RIGHT. 789 01:04:35,436 --> 01:04:37,177 WHEN I WAS REVIEWING YOUR TAPE, 790 01:04:37,221 --> 01:04:40,093 I REALIZED THERE WERE A FEW MORE QUESTIONS WE SHOULD HAVE ASKED YOU. 791 01:04:40,137 --> 01:04:42,443 YOUR INTERVIEW WAS SO COMPELLING. 792 01:04:42,487 --> 01:04:45,011 I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE ANY STONE UNTURNED. 793 01:04:47,100 --> 01:04:49,973 ARE STEPHEN AND CHERYL NOT HERE? 794 01:04:50,016 --> 01:04:52,105 NO, THEY COULDN'T MAKE IT. CAN I GET YOU A DRINK? 795 01:04:52,149 --> 01:04:54,673 - YEAH. - JACK AND COKE? 796 01:04:54,716 --> 01:04:56,849 SURE. 797 01:05:14,040 --> 01:05:16,434 - YOU WANT ICE, RIGHT? - YEAH. 798 01:05:16,477 --> 01:05:19,480 YOU HAVE A REALLY COOL COLLECTION. 799 01:05:19,524 --> 01:05:22,788 I MEAN, YOU HAVE "NAUSEA" BY JEAN-PAUL SARTRE. 800 01:05:24,007 --> 01:05:26,009 I'VE READ "NO EXIT," 801 01:05:26,052 --> 01:05:27,924 BUT I ALWAYS HEARD THIS WAS BETTER. 802 01:05:29,969 --> 01:05:32,319 [ muffled rumbling ] 803 01:05:38,151 --> 01:05:41,154 [ muffled ] GOOD, YOU'RE AWAKE. 804 01:05:41,198 --> 01:05:44,027 I WAS GETTING TIRED OF WAITING. 805 01:05:44,070 --> 01:05:47,682 [ groaning ] 806 01:05:47,726 --> 01:05:50,294 CAN YOU HEAR ME? 807 01:05:53,123 --> 01:05:55,560 [ shouting ] CAN YOU HEAR ME? 808 01:05:55,603 --> 01:05:57,562 WHAT? 809 01:05:57,605 --> 01:05:59,172 NO. 810 01:06:00,957 --> 01:06:03,220 OH. 811 01:06:03,263 --> 01:06:05,657 I THINK YOU CAN STILL HEAR ME. 812 01:06:08,051 --> 01:06:09,922 PLEASE. 813 01:06:09,966 --> 01:06:12,403 YOU'VE PROVED YOUR POINT. I'M SCARED. 814 01:06:12,446 --> 01:06:14,405 I'M SCARED. PLEASE. 815 01:06:16,885 --> 01:06:19,149 I WANT MY MOM. 816 01:06:22,195 --> 01:06:25,285 NOW TAKE THIS FUCKING THING OFF MY HEAD, PLEASE. 817 01:06:26,460 --> 01:06:28,767 WELL, YOU LOOK LIKE A GODDAMN FOOL. 818 01:06:28,810 --> 01:06:31,291 A FUCKING SPACEMAN. 819 01:06:34,164 --> 01:06:36,340 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING. 820 01:06:40,126 --> 01:06:42,302 [ groans ] 821 01:06:45,740 --> 01:06:48,134 THANK YOU. SORRY. 822 01:06:55,228 --> 01:06:57,230 OH FUCK, NO. 823 01:06:57,274 --> 01:06:59,928 DON'T, PLEASE. I'M SORRY. 824 01:06:59,972 --> 01:07:02,105 WHAT HAVE I DONE? WHAT HAVE I DONE? 825 01:07:02,148 --> 01:07:04,411 I'M SORRY. DON'T SHOOT ME. 826 01:07:07,197 --> 01:07:08,633 NO NO! 827 01:07:08,676 --> 01:07:10,200 - NO! - [ gunshot ] 828 01:07:10,243 --> 01:07:12,245 - [ high-pitched buzzing ] - OH FUCK! 829 01:07:15,161 --> 01:07:18,034 - [ gunshot ] - [ screaming ] 830 01:07:19,470 --> 01:07:21,733 [ inaudible ] 831 01:07:23,387 --> 01:07:24,910 FUCK. 832 01:07:24,953 --> 01:07:27,260 MOMMY! 833 01:07:28,827 --> 01:07:31,656 MOMMY! 834 01:07:31,699 --> 01:07:34,050 I WANT MOMMY! 835 01:07:35,225 --> 01:07:38,619 [ screaming ] 836 01:07:39,794 --> 01:07:43,363 MOMMY! MOMMY! 837 01:07:43,407 --> 01:07:45,409 [ screaming ] 838 01:08:05,603 --> 01:08:08,301 [ groaning ] 839 01:08:20,357 --> 01:08:23,186 HEY, TAKE SOLACE IN THIS-- 840 01:08:23,229 --> 01:08:25,623 [ mumbling ] 841 01:08:25,666 --> 01:08:27,625 YOU FACED THE BEAST. 842 01:08:27,668 --> 01:08:29,888 THE BEAST WON. 843 01:08:50,474 --> 01:08:52,345 [ phone ringing ] 844 01:08:57,437 --> 01:08:59,309 HELLO? 845 01:08:59,352 --> 01:09:01,920 Abby: Stephen. 846 01:09:01,963 --> 01:09:04,314 ABBY. 847 01:09:04,357 --> 01:09:06,533 WHERE ARE YOU? 848 01:09:06,577 --> 01:09:10,146 Would you like me if I was pretty? 849 01:09:10,189 --> 01:09:12,757 Perfect like my sisters? 850 01:09:14,367 --> 01:09:16,500 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 851 01:09:16,543 --> 01:09:18,719 ABBY... 852 01:09:20,504 --> 01:09:22,723 TELL ME WHERE YOU ARE. 853 01:09:22,767 --> 01:09:24,551 WHERE ARE YOU? 854 01:09:25,639 --> 01:09:26,988 ABBY? 855 01:10:09,292 --> 01:10:11,424 [ groans ] 856 01:10:11,468 --> 01:10:14,384 [ whimpering ] 857 01:10:46,590 --> 01:10:48,331 OH MY GOD! 858 01:10:48,374 --> 01:10:50,202 CALL 911! 859 01:10:52,683 --> 01:10:55,163 OH CHRIST! 860 01:10:55,207 --> 01:10:57,296 OH SHIT. OH GOD. OH GOD. 861 01:10:57,340 --> 01:10:59,777 ABBY! ABBY! 862 01:10:59,820 --> 01:11:01,561 SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE! 863 01:11:01,605 --> 01:11:03,476 ABBY, ABBY, ABBY! 864 01:11:03,520 --> 01:11:05,696 OH MY GOD. ABBY. 865 01:11:05,739 --> 01:11:09,352 CALL A FUCKING AMBULANCE, SOMEBODY! 866 01:11:09,395 --> 01:11:10,918 HELP ME! 867 01:11:13,443 --> 01:11:14,835 Joshua: GENTLE JESUS, 868 01:11:14,879 --> 01:11:16,620 MEEK AND MILD, 869 01:11:16,663 --> 01:11:19,449 LOOK UPON THIS LITTLE CHILD. 870 01:11:19,492 --> 01:11:22,234 PITY MY SIMPLICITY. 871 01:11:22,278 --> 01:11:25,150 SUFFER ME TO COME TO THEE. 872 01:11:25,193 --> 01:11:27,587 THAT WOULD MAKE IT ALL BETTER. 873 01:11:27,631 --> 01:11:28,980 [ gunshot ] 874 01:11:47,955 --> 01:11:50,784 WHAT'S JOHN DOE'S STORY? 875 01:11:50,828 --> 01:11:52,873 STILL NO NEWS FROM THE OFFICER THAT DROPPED HIM OFF. 876 01:11:52,917 --> 01:11:56,486 POOR KID SEEMS A BIT BROKEN. 877 01:11:56,529 --> 01:11:59,358 HE HASN'T RESPONDED TO THE DOCTORS AT ALL. 878 01:11:59,402 --> 01:12:01,708 [ silent ] 879 01:12:10,674 --> 01:12:12,589 [ monitor beeping ] 880 01:12:25,776 --> 01:12:27,952 [ sniffles ] 881 01:12:33,784 --> 01:12:36,264 [ exhales ] 882 01:12:59,723 --> 01:13:01,725 - [ beeps ] - ALL SET. 883 01:13:02,987 --> 01:13:05,816 JOSHUA, WHAT IS YOUR STRONGEST MEMORY 884 01:13:05,859 --> 01:13:07,513 OF FEELING FEAR? 885 01:13:54,821 --> 01:13:56,736 [ thumping ] 886 01:14:13,318 --> 01:14:14,928 [ rings ] 887 01:14:22,066 --> 01:14:23,981 [ axe thumping ] 888 01:14:41,868 --> 01:14:43,957 [ breathing heavily ] 889 01:14:47,047 --> 01:14:49,093 QUAID! 890 01:14:53,967 --> 01:14:56,274 QUAID! 891 01:14:56,317 --> 01:14:58,406 - AH! - FACE THE BEAST! 892 01:14:58,450 --> 01:15:01,235 - AH! - YOU DID THAT TO HER! 893 01:15:01,279 --> 01:15:03,063 - AH! - COME ON OUT! 894 01:15:03,107 --> 01:15:06,153 GET OUT HERE! I WON'T LET YOU GET AWAY WITH THAT. 895 01:15:06,197 --> 01:15:09,113 [ grunts ] 896 01:15:09,156 --> 01:15:11,289 YOU WANT TO FACE THE BEAST? 897 01:15:11,332 --> 01:15:13,160 Axe Man: THIS IS YOUR MOTHER. 898 01:15:13,204 --> 01:15:15,336 - FACE ME! - AH! 899 01:15:15,380 --> 01:15:17,730 Axe Man: YOUR FATHER. 900 01:15:26,696 --> 01:15:28,262 [ panting ] 901 01:15:29,742 --> 01:15:31,527 ABBY'S IN THE FUCKING EMERGENCY ROOM. 902 01:15:34,834 --> 01:15:38,185 SHE'S IN THE FUCKING EMERGENCY ROOM, QUAID, 903 01:15:38,229 --> 01:15:40,840 BECAUSE OF YOU. 904 01:15:44,627 --> 01:15:47,804 GET THE FUCK OUT HERE NOW! 905 01:16:09,695 --> 01:16:11,741 YOU THINK YOU CAN FUCKING SCARE ME, HUH? 906 01:16:11,784 --> 01:16:13,699 THINK YOU CAN SCARE ME, STEPHEN, HUH? 907 01:16:13,743 --> 01:16:15,614 TOSS THE AXE. 908 01:16:16,920 --> 01:16:19,575 DOWN ON YOUR KNEES. 909 01:16:33,937 --> 01:16:36,156 [ groans ] 910 01:16:40,378 --> 01:16:42,162 HEY. 911 01:16:43,555 --> 01:16:45,296 I'VE GOT SOMETHING TO SHOW YOU. 912 01:16:45,339 --> 01:16:49,387 RESULTS FROM THIS SCHOOL PROJECT 913 01:16:49,430 --> 01:16:50,954 OF OURS. 914 01:16:50,997 --> 01:16:53,783 THEY'VE BEEN MUCH MORE REWARDING AS OF LATE. 915 01:16:53,826 --> 01:16:55,959 [ beeps ] 916 01:16:56,002 --> 01:16:59,310 IT'S BEEF. SLIGHTLY SALTED, WELL COOKED. 917 01:16:59,353 --> 01:17:02,052 WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO? 918 01:17:05,751 --> 01:17:06,926 CHERYL. 919 01:17:09,712 --> 01:17:11,975 - [ pounding ] - Help! 920 01:17:14,020 --> 01:17:17,023 CHERYL! CHERYL! 921 01:17:17,067 --> 01:17:18,895 - CHERYL! - SHE'S NOT HERE, STEPHEN. 922 01:17:18,938 --> 01:17:21,811 - I'VE ALREADY LET HER GO. - I DON'T BELIEVE YOU. 923 01:17:21,854 --> 01:17:23,900 I SWEAR SHE'S NOT HERE. 924 01:17:23,943 --> 01:17:27,207 I JUST WANTED YOU TO SEE THE NEXT PHASE OF MY STUDY. 925 01:17:27,251 --> 01:17:29,732 I'M BEGINNING TO GET THE RESULTS I NEED. 926 01:17:29,775 --> 01:17:32,865 IT'S STARTING TO MAKE ME FEEL A LITTLE FUCKING BETTER. 927 01:17:32,909 --> 01:17:35,433 YOU KNOW? MY NIGHTMARES HAVE STOPPED COLD. 928 01:17:38,305 --> 01:17:40,917 I THINK SHE BELIEVED SHE COULD OUTWAIT ME. 929 01:17:43,876 --> 01:17:46,574 SHE HATED EVEN THE SMELL OF IT. 930 01:17:46,618 --> 01:17:49,099 AND ALL THOSE MEMORIES OF HER FATHER 931 01:17:49,142 --> 01:17:51,492 ARE FLOODING BACK TO HER, I'M SURE. 932 01:17:51,536 --> 01:17:54,234 FLOODING BACK AS IF THEY WERE YESTERDAY. 933 01:18:03,026 --> 01:18:05,028 HOW LONG DID YOU KEEP HER IN THERE? 934 01:18:06,986 --> 01:18:09,989 TILL THE POINT WAS PROVEN. 935 01:18:10,033 --> 01:18:11,948 [ flies buzzing ] 936 01:18:17,040 --> 01:18:19,520 [ flies buzzing ] 937 01:18:28,094 --> 01:18:29,792 GOD, SHE LOOKS SICK. 938 01:18:29,835 --> 01:18:31,968 SHE'S HUNGRY, OF COURSE. 939 01:18:32,011 --> 01:18:34,840 IT'S BEEN A DAY AND A HALF. 940 01:18:41,891 --> 01:18:43,153 [ sobbing ] 941 01:18:47,157 --> 01:18:49,942 Quaid: THIS IS WHERE THE CRACKS BEGIN TO SHOW. 942 01:18:49,986 --> 01:18:51,944 THIS IS WHERE THE DREAD BEGINS. 943 01:18:57,950 --> 01:19:01,475 [ screams ] You motherfucker! 944 01:19:01,519 --> 01:19:04,000 SEE? SHE ALWAYS ENDED UP CURSING ME OUT 945 01:19:04,043 --> 01:19:06,045 WHENEVER SHE HAD A CONFRONTATION WITH THE MEAT. 946 01:19:06,089 --> 01:19:08,787 Cheryl: Go to hell, fucker! 947 01:19:08,831 --> 01:19:12,617 Quaid, what are you doing? 948 01:19:12,660 --> 01:19:14,750 Why are you doing this? 949 01:19:14,793 --> 01:19:17,578 I'm not gonna do it. 950 01:19:17,622 --> 01:19:21,757 I'm not gonna give you what you want. 951 01:19:23,062 --> 01:19:24,498 [ chuckles ] 952 01:19:24,542 --> 01:19:26,979 I'm not even hungry anymore. 953 01:19:27,023 --> 01:19:30,330 I'd rather die than eat your fucking meat. 954 01:19:34,813 --> 01:19:36,684 ABOUT NOW SHE BEGAN TO HALLUCINATE. 955 01:19:36,728 --> 01:19:39,949 LITTLE MENTAL TICKS. 956 01:19:43,866 --> 01:19:46,085 SHE'D THINK THAT SHE FELT SOMETHING IN HER HAIR 957 01:19:46,129 --> 01:19:48,348 OR SOMETHING ON THE BACK OF HER NECK. 958 01:19:53,223 --> 01:19:55,878 [ whispering ] 959 01:19:58,358 --> 01:19:59,838 GOD, THAT MEAT LOOKS-- 960 01:19:59,882 --> 01:20:01,927 RIPE? 961 01:20:04,234 --> 01:20:06,584 IT'S WARM IN HER LITTLE ROOM. 962 01:20:08,064 --> 01:20:11,850 AND THERE'S A FEW FLIES IN THERE WITH HER. 963 01:20:11,894 --> 01:20:15,288 THEY FOUND THE MEAT AND LAID THEIR EGGS. 964 01:20:15,332 --> 01:20:18,248 WAS THAT A PART OF YOUR PLAN TOO? 965 01:20:18,291 --> 01:20:20,250 YES. 966 01:20:21,947 --> 01:20:24,428 WELL, THAT'S THE CRUX OF HER DILEMMA, ISN'T IT? 967 01:20:26,125 --> 01:20:28,998 THE LONGER SHE WAITS, THE WORSE IT GETS. 968 01:20:44,665 --> 01:20:47,059 YOU'RE SICK. 969 01:20:50,149 --> 01:20:52,543 [ gagging, vomiting ] 970 01:20:54,980 --> 01:20:58,070 YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A FUCKING SADIST, QUAID. 971 01:21:03,771 --> 01:21:06,862 YOU MOTHERFUCKER! 972 01:21:06,905 --> 01:21:09,168 [ whimpering ] 973 01:21:12,084 --> 01:21:13,651 HOW LONG NOW? 974 01:21:13,694 --> 01:21:15,261 FIVE DAYS. 975 01:21:15,305 --> 01:21:17,350 SIX. SIX DAYS. 976 01:21:17,394 --> 01:21:19,875 SIX DAYS. 977 01:21:23,226 --> 01:21:25,576 [ groaning ] 978 01:21:27,056 --> 01:21:28,840 QUAID? 979 01:21:35,107 --> 01:21:36,804 SORRY, QUAID. 980 01:21:40,243 --> 01:21:42,114 SORRY. 981 01:21:43,811 --> 01:21:46,336 WHATEVER I DID... 982 01:21:49,861 --> 01:21:51,645 I'M SORRY. 983 01:21:52,777 --> 01:21:54,953 PLEASE JUST LET ME OUT. 984 01:21:56,041 --> 01:21:57,564 PLEASE. 985 01:22:01,264 --> 01:22:03,309 I'm sorry. 986 01:22:49,703 --> 01:22:52,315 IT STARTLED ME HOW SUDDENLY SHE GAVE IN. 987 01:22:53,316 --> 01:22:56,188 YOU FUCKER. 988 01:22:56,232 --> 01:22:58,060 SHE SAT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM 989 01:22:58,103 --> 01:23:00,279 AND ATE THE MEAT DOWN TO THE BONE. 990 01:23:00,323 --> 01:23:01,933 JUST LIKE THAT. 991 01:23:01,977 --> 01:23:04,283 [ labored breathing ] 992 01:23:09,419 --> 01:23:11,334 WHERE DID SHE GO? 993 01:23:13,249 --> 01:23:14,902 SHE WANDERED DOWNSTAIRS. 994 01:23:14,946 --> 01:23:17,818 SHE CAME INTO THE KITCHEN, DRANK SEVERAL GLASSES OF WATER. 995 01:23:17,862 --> 01:23:20,908 THEN SHE SAT IN A CHAIR FOR THREE OR FOUR HOURS. 996 01:23:20,952 --> 01:23:22,780 AND THEN I COOKED HER SOMETHING TO EAT-- POTATOES-- 997 01:23:22,823 --> 01:23:24,347 - AND THEN SHE LEFT. - YOU'RE FUCKING LYING. 998 01:23:24,390 --> 01:23:25,913 I KNOW IT WHERE IS SHE? 999 01:23:27,132 --> 01:23:28,916 LOOK, IF IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL ANY BETTER, 1000 01:23:28,960 --> 01:23:30,222 CHECK THE HOUSE. 1001 01:23:31,354 --> 01:23:33,138 [ glass shatters ] 1002 01:23:34,400 --> 01:23:36,272 - WHO'S WITH YOU? - NO ONE. 1003 01:23:36,315 --> 01:23:38,274 CUT ME-- CUT ME OUT. COME ON, CUT ME OUT. 1004 01:23:38,317 --> 01:23:40,015 LET ME THE FUCK UP, QUAID. 1005 01:24:09,305 --> 01:24:11,394 [ grunting ] 1006 01:25:27,557 --> 01:25:29,472 [ gun clicks ] 1007 01:25:39,656 --> 01:25:41,571 [ inhales ] 1008 01:25:43,268 --> 01:25:45,096 [ floor creaks ] 1009 01:26:25,397 --> 01:26:28,531 [ Cheryl screams ] Motherfucker! 1010 01:26:39,237 --> 01:26:40,630 [ gasping ] 1011 01:26:40,673 --> 01:26:44,199 - [ laughing ] - [ knife clatters ] 1012 01:26:56,559 --> 01:26:59,126 [ laughing ] 1013 01:27:08,310 --> 01:27:10,486 [ sobbing ] 1014 01:27:22,324 --> 01:27:24,326 [ gunshot ] 1015 01:27:26,502 --> 01:27:28,417 [ gasps ] 1016 01:27:54,747 --> 01:27:56,575 [ wheezing ] 1017 01:28:32,481 --> 01:28:35,092 [ exhales ] 1018 01:29:05,078 --> 01:29:07,429 Quaid's voice: WATCHING THE FEAR OF DEATH, 1019 01:29:07,472 --> 01:29:10,649 THE PINNACLE OF ALL DREAD APPROACH, 1020 01:29:10,693 --> 01:29:13,478 THAT WAS THE LIMITS. 1021 01:29:14,479 --> 01:29:16,220 SOMEONE ONCE WROTE 1022 01:29:16,263 --> 01:29:18,527 THAT NO MAN CAN KNOW HIS OWN DEATH. 1023 01:29:18,570 --> 01:29:22,052 BUT TO KNOW THE DEATH OF OTHERS INTIMATELY, 1024 01:29:22,095 --> 01:29:25,447 TO WATCH THE TRICKS THAT THE MIND WOULD SURELY PERFORM 1025 01:29:25,490 --> 01:29:27,666 TO AVOID THE BITTER TRUTH, 1026 01:29:27,710 --> 01:29:30,626 THAT WAS A CLUE TO DEATH'S NATURE, 1027 01:29:30,669 --> 01:29:32,715 WASN'T IT? 1028 01:29:33,846 --> 01:29:35,500 THAT MIGHT, IN SOME SMALL WAY, 1029 01:29:35,544 --> 01:29:37,154 PREPARE A MAN FOR HIS OWN DEATH. 1030 01:29:41,593 --> 01:29:43,900 [ opera playing ] 1031 01:29:52,735 --> 01:29:55,041 TO LIVE ANOTHER'S DREAD VICARIOUSLY 1032 01:29:55,085 --> 01:29:58,567 WAS THE SAFEST, CLEVEREST WAY TO TOUCH THE BEAST. 1033 01:30:16,976 --> 01:30:18,717 [ Cheryl crying ] 1034 01:30:21,067 --> 01:30:22,634 STEPHEN. 1035 01:30:22,678 --> 01:30:24,331 NO. 1036 01:30:24,375 --> 01:30:27,117 NO, STEPHEN. 1037 01:30:37,562 --> 01:30:39,999 LET'S SEE HOW HUNGRY YOU HAVE TO BE TO GET THROUGH THAT. 1038 01:30:41,131 --> 01:30:42,480 NO. 1039 01:30:47,180 --> 01:30:49,313 NO! 1040 01:30:49,356 --> 01:30:51,358 [ door locks ] 1041 01:31:10,290 --> 01:31:13,206 [ piano playing ] 1042 01:32:24,756 --> 01:32:27,803 ♪ I'M ALMOST A PERSON 1043 01:32:27,846 --> 01:32:31,676 ♪ I'M ALMOST PICKING UP A WEAPON ♪ 1044 01:32:31,720 --> 01:32:34,897 ♪ I'M ALMOST SURE ABOUT THE LONG-TERM ♪ 1045 01:32:34,940 --> 01:32:38,770 ♪ JUST BEING A WHOLE LOT OF SHORT-TERMS ♪ 1046 01:32:38,814 --> 01:32:41,643 ♪ I'M ALMOST ALWAYS 1047 01:32:41,686 --> 01:32:44,559 ♪ ARMED WITH A SCORECARD 1048 01:32:44,602 --> 01:32:46,169 ♪ I OWE YOU 1049 01:32:46,212 --> 01:32:48,171 ♪ YOU OWE ME 1050 01:32:48,214 --> 01:32:50,826 ♪ AND THAT PRIMAL BLOODLUST 1051 01:32:50,869 --> 01:32:53,611 ♪ IS A SENSE OF ENTITLEMENT 1052 01:32:53,655 --> 01:32:56,745 ♪ THAT CARELESSLY SMEARS BLACK INK ♪ 1053 01:32:56,788 --> 01:32:58,660 ♪ ALL OVER THE LINE 1054 01:32:58,703 --> 01:33:01,488 ♪ THAT SEPARATES THE ANIMALS ♪ 1055 01:33:01,532 --> 01:33:04,143 ♪ FROM THE REST OF US 1056 01:33:04,187 --> 01:33:08,583 ♪ AND SURE, I'M WASTING AWAY ♪ 1057 01:33:08,626 --> 01:33:11,890 ♪ I SHOULD BE ON A GREYHOUND ♪ 1058 01:33:11,934 --> 01:33:14,632 ♪ I MAY BE A WRENCH IN THE GEARS ♪ 1059 01:33:14,676 --> 01:33:17,243 ♪ BUT IT'S JUST BECAUSE I'M FEARFUL ♪ 1060 01:33:17,287 --> 01:33:19,898 ♪ FEARFUL 1061 01:33:26,426 --> 01:33:28,951 ♪ IT'S ALL MOSTLY MADE UP 1062 01:33:28,994 --> 01:33:32,998 ♪ ALMOST LIKE LIVING IN THE FREE WORLD ♪ 1063 01:33:33,042 --> 01:33:37,655 ♪ I'M EXTRA FINE ABOUT THE CANNIBAL EATING CANNIBAL ♪ 1064 01:33:37,699 --> 01:33:39,570 ♪ OWNER OF THE CARNIVAL 1065 01:33:39,614 --> 01:33:42,399 ♪ VERY RARELY 1066 01:33:42,442 --> 01:33:45,663 ♪ AWAKE IN THE DAYTIME 1067 01:33:45,707 --> 01:33:47,404 ♪ HOW DO I DO? 1068 01:33:47,447 --> 01:33:49,319 ♪ YOU KNOW ME 1069 01:33:49,362 --> 01:33:52,583 ♪ IT'S HARD TO BITCH WHEN YOU'VE GOT THIS ♪ 1070 01:33:52,627 --> 01:33:54,803 ♪ SENSE OF ENTITLEMENT 1071 01:33:54,846 --> 01:33:57,719 ♪ THAT CARELESSLY SMEARS BLACK INK ♪ 1072 01:33:57,762 --> 01:33:59,851 ♪ ALL OVER THE LINE 1073 01:33:59,895 --> 01:34:02,680 ♪ THAT SEPARATES THE ANIMALS 1074 01:34:02,724 --> 01:34:05,074 ♪ FROM THE REST OF US.